Separation
Published by Derek under Personal on November 25, 2009You might have guessed with the title… Nathan and I are separating. He’s decided to take advantage of the life he has now instead of waiting for some kind of future dream.
Yup…
What can I say… I’m losing my other half and I’m sad about it. I’m happy that he’s making his life something worth living. I’m happy we’re going to be seeing a lot of each other before he leaves.
I’m wish I could block out the fears I have about the future. I never worried about anything… We always had our dream. Now I have an empty canvas that can be painted anyway I choose. For now my biggest worry is finding a roommate… Who’s going to put up with me and my neuroses!?! 
I have been really lucky to find that my friends are there whenever I need them… And that I have so many.
I guess the karma of my past relationships has caught up to me. I’m sad it had to go so fast… but maybe that was just to ease the blow.
Peace and Love
Derek,
I know we haven’t spent enough time with each other but just because you and Nathan’s relationship may be ending doesn’t mean our friendship has to. I just want to assure you that I’m here. If you need me for anything you know how to find me. I love you.
-Chelsea
Correction…. Our relationship is ending. I would hope that we could still be friends. I love you too. thanks for the response.
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