Expectations

Published by Derek under Personal on September 8, 2009

I am living a life where my expectations are interfering with my reality and when my expectations aren’t met I become tired, disappointed, and annoyed. My whole physical structure reacts and my mental structure screams. I feel like a child with an internal temper tantrum… wah wah wah, I want, me me me!

Now I am just shaking my head in disapproval and repeating the same mistakes over and over. But I’m here writing this all down so I can break the cycle. It’s a mental game I’ve been playing for too long and I’m always the loser. It’s time I woke up.

From now on I’m free from control and I have none over others. These are my new mantras:

I am present. I am positive. I am completely open.

I’m going to accept all the challenges as gifts from God because selfishness is something I’ve harbored for too long.

Peace and Love